thinking myself into a hole

This week has been one of ups and downs. All in all I believe that this week has been a good one. I came to terms with many things from politics to how I feel about myself.

To bring you up to speed, I have been working a lot on myself. You know, being happy doesn’t just come to you. In fact I have found that if you just wait for happiness to show up your chances of being unhappy are pretty good. It can take a lot of hard work to become happy. This week I think for a fleeting moment – I found it.

I’ll save everyone the details, but being happy is great. Everything is brighter, funnier, and positive.

So this weekend I think became scared of being happy. Like I didn’t know how to handle it. It was interesting because I recognized that I just started analyzing everything like from 5 different angles. (While I am happy that I was blessed with the gift to analyze anything to death, sometimes it can be super annoying.) I now know when that happens I need to stop and take a step back and basically just relax. It’s ok to not figure everything out. It’s ok to not have all of the answers.

So yeah, that’s what happened this week. Check out my flickr photostream for more updates on what I’ve been up to. It’s been a while, but I’m back for now.